⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ Im░not░even░sure░why,░maybe░beacuse░no░one░wants░to░listen░to░me. (煙ンし恩 えラ ン芋生ダ 佳ポイよ)

Monday, 19 February 2024

We both grew up

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It was hard to accept that its not just us two anymore. 


But something about it makes me feel alright. Maybe it's that you seem more happy now, and I believe you are happier than ever. I have to say, boy who was lucky enough to have you in his life, is the luckiest man alive, because he have the most beautiful, smart and loyal girl in the world. 

I'm really proud of you. I'm glad you were able to trust someone else. 

At first it was hard to accept - of course. However, the only thing I care about is your happiness, and I love you more than myself, I want the best for you.

I'm just scared of losing you.

But I know i won't. I trust you.

I love you to the moon and back.

Thank you.

Sunday, 18 February 2024

About forgiving

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I always been wondering, how people can forgive someone who hurt them that badly, that suddenly they’ve been at their lowest again. 


In my opinion, I’m just too weak to forgive. 

Even tho I really tried to learn how to forgive people, I still can’t. Maybe that’s just the way I am, maybe someone made me this way.


I think it’s beautiful for people to forgive. Someone has to be mature enough to understand that everyone makes mistakes ((people have a habit of not taking this into consideration)). 


People (especially me) have a habit of writing about things they don’t agree with but they try to understand it. 


I think forgiveness is beautiful, the person who forgives is mature, pure and full of kindness. 


But yet, I still can’t forgive

Self destruction

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