just sometimes

-there comes a time, when all of my words comes out my mouth with disgust, after I remember that I am just a secret.

My words to someone that I think wants to come back.

 ''Even if you are trying to do something bad to me, I don't care anymore. We need to help each other, we need to be close. Because we are in the same body, don't we?'' - 2022-12-27

Soul Awakening

- Your grandfather proposed to me with a piece of candy. We had nothing, he knelt down and said to me, "Now I have nothing but candy, but if you want, we can build everything together."

- And you?

- I opened the candy, divided it into two parts and we ate it. From that moment on, we shared everything. We fell, we rose and we built.

All together. We experienced difficult times, fatigue, but we were always there for each other. Until the last one.

- Different times, grandma.

- Time doesn't change the way you love.

What has changed is that you no longer have beautiful examples to follow.

Now they are afraid of everything. They don't get married for fear of not being able to build. As soon as they quarrel, they leave because then they think they will find a better one. They always look for perfection as if it existed.

They lack perception of reality. About happiness in small things.

They do a big demo, thousand-dollar rings, over-the-top proposal videos, and then they miss the moment. That intimate thing that you hold together, just the two of you, for life.

This is what they miss. Courage to live and love for who they are, not for what they imagine it to be.

Text and photo found at Gentleman Polska

Monday's afternoon~

 I'm happy to finally write something long here, I had no motivation to write for the last 2 weeks or something like that ( i think its really human after all) I'm glad to be back with new ideas, refrehed mind and excited for new content! Today's monday's afternoon I'm spending at my grandma;s YAYY

This place actually clears my mind. Today I was at my BF's place. I got cute seal plushie and white rose, he's actually so adorable and caring. I'm just worried because I know I can't cure him from all things that he's suffering from. I would take them all on me. 

From day to day I feel better and better, I'm healing, and today's afternoon works like a light breeze to my heart, it cures it, mending itz open wounds and filling it with understanding and love. In this place I find comfort in what WILL BE. I'm starting to work on my project again, and I feel good about it, some kinf of peace, I like telling storiee - which have deeper meaning in my heart, It's beautiful that some other soul can look at it and find some other different, weird sense in it, I like it. 

another quote from 'snoozkilla'

''And the days went fast like they used to before, and I started to find more comfort in what WILL BE''

quote from 'snoozkilla'

''No matter what you do, someone who never loved you, will never truly do - you can't force someone to be in love. Their heart never belonged to you'' - Amaya

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 I'm hungryyy;(

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 Im mad today