Its been a while since I last posted. A lot of things happened in my life frequently and I didn't have time to post anything here. I don't really want to think about it anymore, cause I moved on, and I don't want to waste my time on this creature. My ex broke up with me, by saying that he doesn't love me anymore.
All those posts about how bad I felt... I realized it was all his fault. I was destroyed as a person, by this simple ugly little living. He manipulated me, and I just realized it all, when I stopped loving him. He did me terrible, and even tho i really fw this quote;
''No matter how often and how much people hurt each other, loving someone is never a waste''
I still, deep down hope that i never ever met him. But today, I am positive, and I'll try to look at this in positive perspective. This quote is simply about that those toxic, hurtful relationships teaches us something important, and in my situation its 100% true. This situation taught me how I want to be treated, and how not, and that I will never let someone hurt myself like this again. I believe in karma and I know the karma will come to him, so I feel some kind of peace.
I'm focusing on myself now, and I can't desribe in words how better I feel without him, its like a blessing, I am so grateful that he's gone. He made room for another person who respects me, and for a person who always been here supporting me and loving me. Everything started to get better, and I hope that it will stay its way.
The best thing about me is that i always have hope.
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