I came back home from a long ''trip'' and lost a friend, fake bitch. I wanted to write about her there but I decided that I won't because she's too plain to be here, so I'll just say this;
I feel so better without her in my life, my depression period is gone, I hope for a loong time. I'm grateful she's gone, and remember always trust your fucking gut!!!!
I would never want to work as an writer. What do you mean you write new book every one year? I find it quite impressive, because the way I create my characters is I just let them create themselves over the YEARS. So everytime someone asks me if I want my hobby to be something more than a hobby I'm saying no, I'm not able to create complex character in only one year or less, as I said I prefer them to age, this way they seem more human to me.
I'm not saying that every character created in short amount of time will not be complex and well written, its just me who doesn't have abillity to create one in such a short time period.
Big congrats to every proffesional writer!
Man, i forgot how much I love to write here. I feel so fucking wasted today and don't get me wrong, life had been good lately ( i mean not that bad ) ... but I feel so alone, my friends started to get other priorities than hanging out with my depressed shit. It's kinda calm now, but I don't like it. I also got more sick, never shared it with anyone really but since 6grade primary school I am bodyshaming myself, eventually developed ana. I like the way my body feels when I'm so fucking weak I can't walk anymore.
Why won't anyone hear my call for help? I won't help myself, I can't. Mom please, react before it's too late.
I came back home from a long ''trip'' and lost a friend, fake bitch. I wanted to write about her there but I decided that I...