charon2

 Heya, It's night. I can't sleep (insomnia)

When I can't sleep I usually do a research. Today I found conversations with person i treated like shit, and this whole page is going to be about it. Let's call them charon2.

me: my teeth fucking hurts. somebody kill me please.

charon2: i can kill u 

me: then do so.

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charon2: i wonder if our friendship have sense. 

me: what do you mean?

charon2: we don't talk anymore, and im always starting a conversation.

me: im too tired to chat, im going straight to sleep after school

charon2: thats your explanation? u always saying that, its not really convincing.

me: what tf are u on about?

charon2: its been 3 months, and u are always tired

me: are u kidding me now? all i do is sleeping because of my meds.

me: I told you.

me: no matter how many months.

me: if you want then end this friendship. and to be honest. its the last thing in my head to talk to other people now.

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charon2: i hope u going to get better. i bet its hard for you.

me: cut if off.

charon2: im worried

charon2: can't i ask how u feel?

charon2: im sorry if I hurt u.

me: i have no response.

charon2: i understand and i feel bad for you. 

me: thank you

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charon2: are u seeing specialist or no?

me: no

charon2: just asking

charon2: do u want chat a little more?

me: im kinda busy with school things

charon2: so that means no?

me: we can chat tomorrow

charon2: why you are messaging me then huh?

me: what are u on about.

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charon2: hi

me: hi

charon2: whatsup?

me: its okay

charon2: want to chat?

charon2: ???

me: cant rn.

charon2: ok

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me: i dont think police gonna make him suffer enough

me: maybe i should just kill him

charon2: how you are going to catch him tho?

charon2: u can always make fake trap for him. scare him away with some fake bullets.

me: no, i want him dead.

me: its gonna be easy, i dont see my future anyways.

charon2: im going to help you.

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charon2: i remember u said that u want to be psychologist, still do?

me: yeah, still do.

charon2: i hope u will become psychologist one day:)

me: its not my day

me: something's off

charon2: whats wrong?

me: no idea

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charon2: hey, will we marry each other one day?

me: you dont even know me that good charon2

me: first ones first im autistic

me: im rude

charon2: what?

me: im giving u reasons why u shouldnt marry me

me: im obssesed with my own world

me: im listening to kpop 

me: do u still want me?

charon2: yes

me: damn

me: next, my room is full of bows

charon2: i want to touch them

me: im not okay

charon2: just like me darling 

me: im writing perverted fanfictions

me: all i care is my world

me: when im stressed im laughing 

charon2: will u marry me?

me: im washing my hair everyday

me: im talking to myself through notebook

charon2: i still love you

me: i love you too

I don't really feel like reading more of this crap. I am sorry charon2.