I think my best feature is that I always hope that things will get better, and I actually believe this. But I feel like I am in cage, I would fucking love to dissapear, I never felt this kind of pain before, I would rather prefer being skinned alive. I'm in fucking pieces.
Everyday, I am acting like animal, Im going insane like an animal, I am becoming something that isn't fully human. Im acting like a slave, like a idiot, biggest idiot.
TRUST ME I WOULD FUCKING PREFER TO DISSAPEAR COMPLETLY, BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE THERE IS A CHANCE THAT MY S////// ATTEMPT WON'T WORK AND I WILL BE STUCK, AND AFTER THIS HE WOULD LEAVE ME FOR 100%
so i can't risk it.
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